To the Lowe Family, I heard of Roseanne's passing through a friend whose parents still live in our old Hanover Park subdivision. Though it has been many years since we have seen your family I want you to know we were deeply saddened after hearing about Roseanne's passing. You will be in our thoughts and prayers. She is now an Angel in a peaceful place watching over all of you!
Regards,
Randi Topel and family
(your old neighbors on Curtis Ln in Hanover Park)
Hi Randi, I remember you and your family! Thank you for your kind words. You probably remember some of the pictures when Rosie was younger. She was 8 when we moved from there. Oh if we could go back and do things over.... Say hello to your family. Laurri
Thanks a million, Laurri, Dave & Rosie . . . / Marla -. Mom Of Milo (your forever friend . . . )
Hiello Laurri Dave & Rosie,
I immediately thought of Rosie when I came upon this cute little calico kitty cat, and saved it in Rosie's graphic section @ my photobucket account. I remembered the little story you shared about the tiny kitten she found and I think this IS the same one!! ( smile )
Anyway, Jim and I just wanted to thank you ALL for remembering Milo @ your five mile suicide walk. It touched the deepest part of our hearts & we are so grateful for the kindness you have shown us. It seems that the only people who truly understand what we are going through are the people who have experienced the suicide of a son or daughter.
It's been three years now since we lost Milo to suicide, and although the pain has softened, the questions never end, and the hurt lingers continually. It is something we will NEVER "Get over," as some people have suggested. I pray that those people never have to walk in our shoes.
We are so thankful for you guys - for your friendship &our mutual understanding of the horrible after effects that suicide brings. We keep you all in our prayers each and every night,
From our hearts,
Jim & Marla
Parents of Jeffrey 'MILO' Goodale
A vistor / Katie (None) I found this website half by accident, half through searching suicide. I attempted suicide 2 weeks ago and 3 weeks before that on Labor Day weekend. I was sent to a psychiatric institute for 3 days following the first, more serious attempt, and then released from a medical hospital just 3 days after the second attempt.
My mom passed away in May and my therapist ditched me in August after accusing me of doing something I didn't do. I didn't feel like I could cope and I OD'd on Amitryptilene and Restoril that day and the second time on Unisom and Ambien.
I have still felt suicidal, even since, and have even considered how I'd do it right next time....but....after reading this site the one thing that has struck me most is the pain and questions of those left behind. I have so much baggage from abuse issues in my childhood to rejection and other problems today, but the realization of how suicide effects those left behind has finally hit me.
I am sorry about the loss of your daughter. It seems she had so much to live for....and it has made me realize that maybe I do too.
Hi Katie, thank you for sharing your heart with me. Please know that you did not find Rosies site by accident. I wish you had left me your email address but will write back here, hoping you visit again.
I am sorry to hear about your mom. I am fortunuate at 52 years old to still have my mom and cannot imagine your pain as you can't imagine ours.
I also cannot imagine how depression actually makes suicide seem make sense to some because I have never been in that dark place. Yes, there have been times when things are just not going good or right but I have always been able to see a better day coming.
I don't know anything about your life other than what you have said above but I do know that there are people who love and care about you and would be devastated if you chose to leave.
Please seek help from another source. It may take several therapists before you find one that clicks. And there are medications that will help too. And if those don't work, know that God has offered to carry every burden for you if you trust in him. Just hold on.
Although I am learning more and more about depression and more than I ever wanted to know about suicide, I am not a trained professional. But I want you to know that I wll always be available to listen. Please feel free to contact me again. I hope you do.
I came across your daughters' site, as I do graphics for Precious Memorials. I am so sorry for your loss. My mother committed suicide 15 years ago when I was 17, and we dont know why. She had a few problems, but we thought she sorted them out. She didnt leave a note or a letter, so we were left with nothing. She left myself, i was 17, and my 2 brothers who were 10 and 21. Even now, 15 years later, i still cry everyday. I think about her constantly, and i just wish i could have her back. She was my world. I have spoken to psychiatrists but it doesnt help. Why havent i gotten over my mothers death? Its been 15 years people keep telling me. When good things happen in my life, im not as happy as i should because shes not with me to share it. I havent gotten married because she wont be there...i havent had children because she wont be there to hold my hand.... It took me 12 years to be able to look at a photo of my mother without feeling like my heart is being ripped to shreds. I still cant talk about her to anyone, its just too painful. I havent gotten over it, and i never will. But i do wish the pain would stop...I often thought about ending my life, because i couldnt take the pain anymore, but i would only be putting my brothers through all their pain and suffering again, and that would be selfish of me. Your daughter is so beautiful! And even though i have never met her, she will always be in my heart, as you and your family will be in my Prayers always. Thankyou, Kellie Aunty of Angel Kayla Sydney, Australia xxxxx
Hi Kellie, I am so sorry for your loss as well. Your words explain exactly what we, as survivors, have to live with. I pray for peace to come to you. Hugs for you. Laurri
Little Rosie / Sherry Manis (Lasken) (old neighbor ) Little miss ray of sunshine Rosie--you always lit up the room as a child....you always wanted to be in on the action. I wish I could have know you as an adult. I miss your family---I have such fond childhood memories of you and your family....going to church, sleepovers, even your dad and that silly squirrel--"Rainbow" I can't believe it......I know you will be missed. God bless you and your family.
<3 Sherry
Hi Sherry, thank you so much for your kind words. We do miss her!
Rosie did look alot like me. She used to roll her eyes everytime someone said it but I think she actually liked it. Say hi to your parents for us. Laurri
my condolensces / Karen Verde (Wilson) (old neighbor ) I grew up in the house behind your family and played with your sister Megan. You were the sweetest little girl and I haven't seen you since you were extremely little but you are a beautiful woman! My thoughts and prayers are with your family as they go through this difficult time until they can meet you again in heaven. God bless you and your family.
Thank you Karen, I remembered you immediatley! Please say hello to your parents. Laurri
For Rosie & Milo with love . . . / Marla Williamson (Mom of MILO )
speachless/ James Prince I have tried to 'feel" the pain that must be in your heart . . . it has taken my breath away.
I am numb with the very thought of your anguish.
God Bless you.
GOD BLESS YOUR DAUGHTER FOR EVER MORE!
My Condolences / Dominique W. (friend) Hi it's your very old neighbor Dominique. I know I'm late but I am extremely sorry about the lost of your baby girl. Although Rosie was still a baby when I last seen her I remember her clear as day. Always sweet and wanting to play with Sara and I. My heart goes out to you and your family.Keep your heads up and know that the Lord will not put more on you than you can bare.May the Lord bless you all now and forever. Dominique
Rosie always gaurenteed a smile / Joe Popeck (friend) Regretably I only knew Rosie for a short time. We worked together at Toll Brothers. Rosie would regulally run around the office with her shoes off, causing trouble with folks lke me who tried not to take our selves to seriously. I cannot tell you how many times I was on a tense confrence call, or having a bad day and she would run by, bare foot... of course, and stick her tounge out at me, or shoot a rubber band at me, because she knew I needed it.
To most these are fairly insignifgant jestures, but they put a smile on my face to this day. Rosie always brought a warm smile to my heart, and will always be missed.
Rosie loved her job at Toll and everyone there. I am glad she was a bright spot in your day. Thank you Joe, for visiting her site and your kind words! Laurri
To Rosies family / Kirsty (friend from PM graphics dept ) Ready ur opening page made me burst into tears. The first line hit home to me. Suicide doesnt end pain, it only lays it on the shoulders of thoses left behind. I have never heard it said like that but it is so true. I lost my sisters-in-law on new years day after she comitted suicide. I know exactly every feeling, every thought, every tear u do. My deepest heart felt sympathy goes to u and urs. I made this for u and U beautiful Rosie.
Thank you so much for your kind words and beautiful graphic. I do cherish all the pictures of my three girls. The pictures we have taken in the past year are so obviously missing Rosie and almost hurts to look at family photos that she is not in. Hugs for you as well and your family.
May He make His face shine upon you, And be gracious unto you.
And may He turn His face toward you And give you peace.
So Sorry for your loss / Jen (none)
Rosie,
I don't know you or your family, but your story touched my heart. My friend committed suicide December 27, 2007, and I as well as many others still don't understand WHY? There were no signs that she was thinking about this, but after her family and friends reported her missing, we found out alot. She had been planning this for some time, as well as buying "how to" books online. I know this is neither her nor there but lately I have been searching several sites, and I am amazed and disturbed at how big an epidemic this has become. My heart breaks for your MOM, I have a 21 year old daughter and I believe it when I read your messages about how there are no words to describe the loss of a child. May God bless you and your family and your precious Rosie, you have amazing strength and such obvious love for one another.
angel date. / Angela Wrate Nickys Mum Remembering Rosanne . peace to all her family and friends xo
THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR FIRST ANGEL DATE IN HEAVEN / Debbie Wengert Kevin's Mom
Thinking of You on Your Angelversary Rosie / Jenny Tavendale Mum To Ross
Thinking of you Rosie on this your first Angelversary and to your precious family I send them love. I also pray that you will send them some special Angel Hugs
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY - THINKING OF YOU ROSANNE IN MEMORY OF YOUR FIRST ANGELVERSARY IN HEAVEN SWEETIE / Debbie Wengert Kevin's Mom
Our beautiful angel children / Rea Mom Of Emile De Miranda (visitor) Laurri, Your Rosie is truly a beautiful angel. Thank you for lighting a candle for Emile. I am sure they send us to each other. Please e-mail me. I would love to communicate with you. I started an e-mail support group for parents who have lost their precious children. I would love for you to subscribe. We all need each other on this difficult road of grief. Blessed Be.
Thinking of you... / Barb Kovacevich Laurri,
I am thinking of you and praying for you these days...there is something about leaving that last full year she was still alive. Some sort of heaviness.
Your tribute to Rosie is so beautiful, just like her.
See, I didn't forget you!! We can do ALL sorts of magical stuff UP here amongst the stars. So watch out, you'll STILL NEVER know what to expect from me, ha ha ha
Tributes and Condolences
Ready ur opening page made me burst into tears. The first line hit home to me. Suicide doesnt end pain, it only lays it on the shoulders of thoses left behind. I have never heard it said like that but it is so true. I lost my sisters-in-law on new years day after she comitted suicide. I know exactly every feeling, every thought, every tear u do. 
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